Today

As moms we have days. Those days. Hell, as humans we have those days.  The days where you don't want to do anything. 

But we need to slap ourselves together with whatever strength we can muster up. We need to "buck up, chuck" and build a bridge to get over it. Right? Yea. 

Today is my day. I want to run out of the house and drive as far away as this little island allows me. I don't want a any sign of baby wipes, laundry piles, homework folders, boots or gear.  

I want to pretend I'm just some normal, happy, lady who is off on a drive. Not a care in the world. Heck, I want to throw back a few beers & maybe get a little wild and smoke a cig. I want to just be a person. For today, I don't want to be "Priv's wife" or "Elizabeth & Skarlet's mom". I just want to be Sarah. No more, no less. 

I know, like many other bad days I've had in my life, this too will pass. Tomorrow is a new day, a new chance, a new attitude & outlook. So, tomorrow I will deal with that. 

But gosh, what I would give to have just one day.